i don't know what to do.

this is my day off school and i have nothing to do. expect sit. and think. which is a bad thing right now. because the more i think, the more i want to cry. i can't believe this is happening. and i just want to turn back time and make it not happen. i can't eat. i'm so tired and i can't sleep. i don't know what to do with myself. i just want to make it all better. i wish i had that power. but only god does. so i'm going to keep praying and hoping that i will be fine.