yeah yeah yeah!

you probably wouldn't get the title. unless you're matt. and he probably doesn't even remember. oh well. so i am sick. and it sucks. but i stayed home from school today. and i have my first driver's ed meeting tonight. with abby m. it should be super exciting. except maybe not. if you gusy didn't already know, i'm in love. i love him. he is seriously my rock. his words make me feel a million times better and when his arms envelope me, thats all i feel. and its amazing. because i've never felt this way before. i haven't even been close. he is my first love. and i wouldn't trade this for anything. he knows how to make me smile when i don't want to. he is so understanding. i don't know if anyone else would be able to put up with me. he gets that i have flaws and i know he does too. but its fun with flaws. even if he makes me fall (literally and figuratively), he is the love of my life. and i couldn't see living my life any other way. we are having spagetti tonight! i'm stoked. you should be too. although i'm not sure why yet. four days!!! til what you ask? :) matt's birthday. you know that guy i was talking about up there. yupp. that's him. and i already have two of his gifts. and he doesn't know what they are. and we are going to keep it that way. :) and he has a third one too. i can't wait to give him his gifts. anyway, i'm going to go. bye!