so tonight.

could be fun. i'm having a cheerleading sleepover at my house. and i hope everyone enjoys it. but i have to do a lot of cleaning first. which sucks. but you know what doesn't suck? mine and matt's six months is tomorrow! i'm really excited for that. half a year. so i'm probably going to be writing in bold for the rest of this blog because i hit a button and now everything is bolded. and i don't know how to change it back. oops. well i don't really feel like typing anymore. back to cleaning. bye!

quick post!

i forgot to add this to my last one. i really want to write a new story. any ideas?

i stayed home from school.

again. i really don't like being sick. like when i'm not sick, i'm always like "oh! i wish i was sick. then i could stay home from school." but it sucks! so next time i say that, someone show me this blog. please and thank you. :) so i wish i was more creative. like i like writing stories. but i hardly ever finish them. but i was thinking more like poems. i really wish i could. but they are always terrible. oh well. :) bye!

so i'm sick.

and its not fun. because i have cheerleading tonight. oh and a competition on saturday. so it sucks. but i guess i will have to deal. and work my ass off. yay. i need to take a nap. which i plan to do later. i can't imagine that alot of people read this. just matt. and creppy stalkers. matt made me a video. it was sweet. i love him. my mom asked me why i think matt is my soul mate the other day. want to know my answer? i said "because i can see my whole life with him forever and i can't imagine loving anymore as much as i love him." and my love for him will just keep growing. these seem to be alot about matt. i should talk about something else. last night, i was so stressed out. i had so many things running through my mind. i think that might have contributed to why i couldn't sleep. anyway, i need to go do some stuff. bye!

yeah yeah yeah!

you probably wouldn't get the title. unless you're matt. and he probably doesn't even remember. oh well. so i am sick. and it sucks. but i stayed home from school today. and i have my first driver's ed meeting tonight. with abby m. it should be super exciting. except maybe not. if you gusy didn't already know, i'm in love. i love him. he is seriously my rock. his words make me feel a million times better and when his arms envelope me, thats all i feel. and its amazing. because i've never felt this way before. i haven't even been close. he is my first love. and i wouldn't trade this for anything. he knows how to make me smile when i don't want to. he is so understanding. i don't know if anyone else would be able to put up with me. he gets that i have flaws and i know he does too. but its fun with flaws. even if he makes me fall (literally and figuratively), he is the love of my life. and i couldn't see living my life any other way. we are having spagetti tonight! i'm stoked. you should be too. although i'm not sure why yet. four days!!! til what you ask? :) matt's birthday. you know that guy i was talking about up there. yupp. that's him. and i already have two of his gifts. and he doesn't know what they are. and we are going to keep it that way. :) and he has a third one too. i can't wait to give him his gifts. anyway, i'm going to go. bye!